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I AM SO INCREDIBLY NEVERENDINGLY ECSTATIC!!!!!!

IT'S COLD!!!!
I'M COLD!!!

hello all. i am updating FINALLY.  fuck seminary, im SOOOO mad, the teacher was all like, would u not bring a reading book 2 class, and i almost cussed him out right there, i was SOOO mad, and its just a total waste of my time. i was like wtf?! its seminary, i do nothing in that class, so i decided 2 read my book, Cut, anna, kara, kelsey, & breanna all said it was good, so im reading it. i like it so far. i think that if i dont get to switch out of seminary, then im just gonna stop going all together. i swear 2 god, if i have 2 take another semester of that class, i will die. im NOT kidding. ok, but enough of that, i almost died in p.e., we ran like 5 laps around the gym, did sit ups, squat trusts, jumping jacks, and sideways/backwards running, and all that shit, it was horrible. i HATE p.e.   im sorry, but im having a very negative day today. i had a really bad day, and i have no happiness today to say. so, im gonna leave, i love you all, bye bye

Hey pple, I'm basically updating 4 u breanna. for kelsey too of course. ok, if u read this during school on today, wednesday, im not there because im @ home sick. that's all i have 2 say. bye bye i love you all!

 

Hey all, im FINALLY updating.  I just got back from shopping, and i got ANOTHER new shirt from hot topic, its pink, and some awesome pink eyeliner.  I'm so happy now!! but yah, im on the phone w/breanna & kelsey, and kelsey is A FREAKING PSYCHO!!!!! i love her anyways though *angelface* i also got my new shelves in my room, YAY!!! but yeah. I'm very happy right now :D but yeah, im so bored, and i miss my kelsey and anna (julie) is getting six holes in her stomach & a tube shoved down her throat on tuesday for her surgery. its quite sad. and im bored, and have nothing else 2 write, so, if i get a chance, i will update later. I LOVE YOU ALL!!! bye bye  *smooch*

ok, im FINALLY updating, i havent updated in forever!!  but yeah, this weekend i went camping w/kristi's family for kayla's sweet 16. but yeah, it was really really fun, and REALLY dirty.  but, me & kristi kept getting in twinkie fights, and when i came home, my hair was crusty, because i had twinkie, pepsi, dirt, and who knows what else in my hair!! i got home, and took an HOUR long shower, i was so dirty, it was disgusting!!! ewwwww, but anyways, we were there friday - sunday, and it was super fun, cept all the stupid bee's *mad* but yeah, i got 2 drive, and i sucked sooooo bad, its not even funny! and pple kept making fun of me *tear*   but anyways, i havent updated in like forever, because i havent been on the computer in like forever.  all my grades start over now!!! yay!  that's really good, im gonna try 2 get better grades this quarter!, i hope.   it has been raining, and really cold, and it totally sucks!!!  we also got new seats in like all my classes, and it sucks butt.  its totally stupid.  this weekend, kelsey was SUPPOSED to be moving, but i was just informed that, KELSEY'S NOT MOVING!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!  omg, im SOOOO happy i could cry!!!  and i totally just watched my 2 shows on the WB, and they were really good, i wait EVERY week, for those shows, and i dont care how mean i am, but i HAVE 2 watch them, but yeah.  i will update again, when i get the time, i love you all, bye bye

Hey everybody, I just got home from school, and im bored, so im gonna update.  well, today was a pretty good day i guess.  other than Mr. Goldhart (Penguin) & officer johnson yelled @ me 4 my pic (of Ville flipping the camera off) away & threw it away, because "its not school aproporate"  screw that, they dont know what's school apropriate.  but yeah, anyways, i had a pretty good day, other than i'm like RIGHT on the edge of failing & passing in science & math.  My passing those classes, is depending upon my weekend, & wether or not its gonna happen!!!  I better pass those classes!!! But yeah, I miss my kelsey right now, and i hope she reads this as soon as possible, and i LOVE LOVE LOVE my livejournal kelsey, thanx SOOOO much!!! *smooch* but yeah.  I g2g do my chores now.    I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!      *SMOOCH*

GODDAMNIT!!!! ok, im RESTARTING this entry, because i was being stupid & ACCIDENTALLY canged this back, and now i have 2 start all over! grrrr....... wow, ok, here i go AGAIN. ok, im here @ the library w/kelsey & breanna, but yah.  kelsey just helped me make my livejournal beautiful, and i love love love her 4 it :D:D but yah, i love u 2 breanna (A)  im sitting here TRYING 2 make my music work, and it wont!!!!  stupid computer :@   grrrrrrrr........... sooooooooooo, im just sitting here, i need 2 do something. but yah, i (L) my friends, and yeah. today was such an eventful day, NOT. i had a pretty good day actually, it just didnt have anything interesting going on today. but yah, anyways. yeah, if u like my livejournal, please talk 2 kelsey about it, because i give her ALL the credit, because she's the smart 1 who helped me make it, because she loves me like that. I LOVE YOU KELSEY!!!! *smooch* well, i think im gonna go now, if i have time, or if i want 2, i will update later, see ya! I LOVE  YOU ALL!!!! *SMOOCH*

HI PPLE!!!!! wow, im really bored, i got home, and i wouldnt give anna (julie) the computer, and so she got mad, and hasnt been talking 2 me the rest of the night. OMG, MY KITTY CAME BACK!!!! im happy :D:D but yah, anyways, im sitting here, being bored ok, i was @ the movies, then me & kelsey got sick, so we didnt get to finish the movie, it was REALLY good, but we didnt feel good, and she was gonna pass out, so we left. i will have 2 go back & watch it again sometime.but yah, im bored, and i dont know what to do.  KELSEY AND BREANNA, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! :d:d  im tired, so im going to bed, i will update tomorrow, I LOVE YOU ALL, bye *smooch*

Hey everybody!!!! haha, im REALLY bored, so im gonna write in here again. It is 11:20 pm on friday night, and i have nothing to do, so im making brownies :D:D anyways, im ashamed, to anybody & everybody who is reading this, i have something to say. I AM NOT IN ANY WAY RELATED TO CHRISTIAN, HE WAS ADOPTED!!!  *wink, angelface* god, he is SOOO gay, and ewww, weird! (he also smells) just for there record, i didnt say that. but yes, im bored, and have nothing to do. i WAS on the phone w/breanna, but she was tired, and went 2 bed. but yah, im bored, and have nothing to do, i already painted my nails. what is something i can do for fun? i wonder? AHHHH, MY BROWNIES R BURNING!!!!!!!  omg, they're ok! yay!  wow, im hungry. what can i eat? oh, if u dont already know, i get really weird @ night.

I HATE MY F***ING PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD!!!!!! ok, here's what happened: last weekend, i wanted to dye my hair, and my mom wouldnt let me, but i wanted to SOOOOO bad, and my friends said i should, @ least 1 of them did, sooo, i did. when i got home, my parents were like "well, now we dont know if we can trust you next time u wanna go do something" and i was like, whatever. and OBVIOUSLY, i didnt care. BUT, NOW i want to do something, they wont freaking let me!!! did i mention my stupid spoiled little bro is SUPPOSED to be @ his friend chad's house, but he's not, he's @ the game, and he's not supposed 2 be, but OF COURSE, like always, they dont yell @ him, because he's a spoiled little brat!!!! u guys who r reading this have NOOOOO clue how mad i am right now!!!!  GOD IM MAD!!!!!! this is SOOO STUPID!!!! all my friends r like, well, u should come anyways. did i mention i JUST BARELY got ungrounded, and so i was like, no, i dont wanna get grounded again.  my friends r like "god ashley, y did u have 2 dye ur hair!?"  that comment from them made me SOOOOO mad, i hung up on them, because im pissed, and i cant believe they just said that.  well, im gonna go, i love you ALL, even though this entry may not seem like it, im just mad, but i still love you all! *smooch*

I HATE MY FUCKING PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD!!!!!! ok, here's what happened: last weekend, i wanted to dye my hair, and my mom wouldnt let me, but i wanted to SOOOOO bad, and my friends said i should, @ least 1 of them did, sooo, i did. when i got home, my parents were like "well, now we dont know if we can trust you next time u wanna go do something" and i was like, whatever. and OBVIOUSLY, i didnt care. BUT, NOW i want to do something, they wont freaking let me!!! did i mention my stupid spoiled little bro is SUPPOSED to be @ his friend chad's house, but he's not, he's @ the game, and he's not supposed 2 be, but OF COURSE, like always, they dont yell @ him, because he's a spoiled little brat!!!! u guys who r reading this have NOOOOO clue how mad i am right now!!!!  GOD IM MAD!!!!!! this is SOOO not fair. all my friends r like, well, u should come anyways. did i mention i JUST BARELY got ungrounded, and so i was like, no, i dont wanna get grounded again.  my friends r like "god ashley, y did u have 2 dye ur hair!?"  that comment from them made me SOOOOO mad, i hung up on them, because im pissed, and i cant believe they just said that.  well, im gonna go, i love you ALL, even though this entry may not seem like it, im just mad, but i still love you all! *smooch*

Hi pple.  I'm back, its now 5:15 pm on friday night, i was hangin out w/kristi, kevin, kami, katherine, kayla, & brian, and it was really fun.  BUT, kristi was ignoring me, i kept trying 2 talk 2 her, but she wouldnt listen, o well.  I'm in pain, because i got beaten by corey today.  grrrr........... he makes me mad.  but yah, i had 2 come home, because my stupid parents "cant trust" me anymore, because i died my hair when i wasnt supposed to. *rolling eyes* its like totally retarted. im tired, and i dont feel like typing right now. i will come back & update this later pple. see ya later, bye    I LOVE YOU PPLE *smooch*

Hey again pple, im bored, so i decided to come back and write. If kelsey & breanna are reading this, im sorry about earlier, i was in a really bad mood, and i was being bitchy, and im sorry. kelsey, brea, i love u, u know i do, and im sorry if i hurt ur feelings. i was having a really bad day, and i couldnt help it, not to mention, i was being bitchy on the phone, because my head hurt. I'm really sorry. i feel horrible. and im not gonna write anything else in here, because im gonna go 2 bed. I LOVE U, kelsey & brea, im sorry, and i love u. *smooch* LUV YA,     LUV/Ashes

OH MY GOD!!!!!! grrr..... im having a REALLY REALLY BAD day!!!!!! Kelsey & Breanna wanted me 2 update my journal, so i am, and i think it will be better 4 me, because im in a REALLY bad mood, and i need 2 get rid of my anger. Ok, i was having a fairly good day, but then, i got really pissed in seminary 7th period.  THEN, i had 2 walk home, and i was just getting really pissed. then i got home, and my little bro christian, was being TOTALLY rude, and made me REALLY mad!! i have been mad ever since, and i've just been having a bad day. i also feel really sick. my head hurts too, and im really tired. but yah, im just having a bad day, tomorrow is friday, and the1 HOUR SEASON PREMEIRE OF DEGRASSI!!!!!! omg, i have been looking forward to that for SOOOOO long!!! and its finally on, and now, i have something to look forward 2, and its making me happy. but @ least now i have ONE reason to be happy, and its actually working *cheezy lying smile* wow, im like REALLY bored and mad and all this other stuff, and im really tired and hungry. IM MAD!!!!!!! *angel face*  omg, im tired, and i dont wanna go 2 school tomorrow. i ESPECIALLY dont wanna go 2 stipid seminary tomorrow, its like totally pointless, and it doesnt even give you credits towards graduation!!! i know its just my opinion, but i think my opinioin is very good *cheezy smile* hehe wow, im bored, and weird right now. wow, im like totally not mad anymore yay! wow, me talking 2 mindy on the phone made me sooo much more calmer & happier, because i love mindy my lover/dance partner. WOHOO, im really hiper now :D:D i love my computer :D *yawn* im tired, and i think i should go 2 bed now, but i dont feel like it, because now im hiper, and i need to type and talk, and listen 2 my music, because now im hiper, and i need my computer, and yah. wow, im really weird. I LOVE EVERYBODY WHO IS READING THIS!!!!! heart heart to everybody but yah, i think im FINALLY gonna end this, ok, bye bye, I LOVE U PPLE!!!!

hi everybody, i have decided 2 use my journal now. well, today was just the funnest day every, not really. ok, yesterday i stayed home sick, today i just wanted 2 sleep, so i stayed home again. i have been laying on the couch watchin tv all day. around 4 i got on the computer & have been chattin w/pple & downloading stuff from then to now, which is 7:55 pm, and ONE TREE HILL STARTS IN 5 MINUTES!!!!!!!! yay!!!! soooo, this will be a VERY short entry, but its a start, but yah. well, thats just about all i have 2 say, oh yah, i have determined christian is DEFINATELY gay, because he has like 120% in his sewing & cooking class, GAY MAJOR!!!! god he's a freak, but yah, i better go, i love u whoever is reading this, LUVS, bye bye